Gatsby somehow really scratched her eye, like so bad, and it was hanging out slightly, and everytime she would curl up she would restab her swollen eye and make it bleed…. We had to put her down. I’m so heartbroken right now.
So today we had the TJ Maxx benefit concert. And we really needed DJ to be a part of it, seeing as how Will quit TJ and we just didn’t really know anyone else who could do it. So I had to see him today. Which was actually fine, we were both very mature about it and stuff.
Well, during the concert, his mom shows up. We exchange hellos and everything, and then she’s like, “Yeah so did he tell you he’s going to college?” And I was like, “Oh, no, that’s great, where?” and she said, “University of Central Florida”
…………REALLY?! REALLY?!!?!?!?! That was supposed to be MY school, and MY way of escaping him, this town, all those bad memories, start my life, and be happy. But no, he has to just follow me. And yes, I am very happy with Cody, I love him and don’t have plans of leaving him, but that first love still hurts, and will continue probably forever, because it was the first, just like having sex for the first time. You might not remember the second, or third time, but the first sticks with you forever. And now that first is coming to school with me.
And to top off my fine day, I go over to my mom’s and find out she’s moving in one of her friends because he doesn’t have anywhere else to live. We had LITERALLY talked about me moving back in like 2-3 days ago. Who would share rooms, who would get their own, the moving around and stuff. And then this. So now I can’t. My mom chose some random friend, who might I add graduated my year so that’s just weird, instead of her daughter.
AND to top off my fantastic week, I didn’t get a letter from Cody all week.
I just seriously am so sad, and balling my eyes out, and just want to curl up in a ball, and hide out for a few days. Just away from everyone. But of course, I can’t do that. So I’ll just continue on with my already shitty life.
So Cody was chosen to be part of this group called “Team Tall” and it’s the ten best looking men from his platoon and they participate in this ceremony for their drill sergeant who is being ranked up to first sergeant.
So I guess it’s not just me who thinks he’s the hottest man on the planet.
Gosh, how did I get so lucky?